Monday, October 03, 2005

Nuevo

calledelrancho.blogspot.com

Mga kapatid ang bagong channel

Or else what?

Mga kababayan,
Napilitan lamang ako'ng maglimbang ng mga pangungusap.
Sa aking tingin ang ibig sabihin ng aking mga panaginip na makulay ay ang Diyos lamang ang mag papaintindi sa akin.
Di si Freud o mga bulaang propeta.
Dito na papara ang Liga
Lilipat na tayon ng kanal.

Abangan ang Susunod na Kabanata


pahabol sulat

sa aking mga Kapatid at Kasama
Uuwi ang aking Padrasta
May mga liham at pasalubong sa inyo
Kasama niya si Marcial Lo.
Pinsan ata ni Ricky.
Ingat at kaunting katahimkan na.
Para di alam ni gloria
Ang mga hakbang
natin
Itikom ang bibig
Sumisid sa tubig
Di ba't ayaw ng madaldal ng Itay
napanood sa commercial ng kampanya
si elvis pinalabas niya

I Like!

Katahimikan muna.
Huwag munang aalsa
Ibibigay ko ang busina
para
simula na

Sakayan muna si gloria
sakyan...
Parang larong Chess
dahil di pa ma-te...

ma te tepok bunot

mag antay mayroong tamang panahon
alam nating kahit kailan di na dapat maulit ang kahapon
kalayaan natin ingatan
para huwang ng gahasain pagsamantalahan
ng pandak ng pekeng istokwa ng May Lakan Diyan

antabayanan.....

Calle del Rancho
Retiro

Thursday, September 29, 2005

Meet El Presidente

Listening to Duranduran.
Flashback
ANIVID at the Ayala Museum
Blue mini theatre
with the movies

Mga Alabok sa Lupa

at

Ang Pagbabalik ng Lawin

Given permission by Ninong to edit the movies for another version
He trusted me .
He actually gave me the four reels of the originals positives of the movies.
I was so proud.
I actually held the 4 reels.
I picked it up at the studio in Del Monte with Claudine.
And I believe he was proud of the exhibit.

It was just after the residency in Venice, Italy... with Pardo, Popo and Jet.

And the enigmatic Venice City Council Award and medals.

Graci to Andreas Ferrareses the Charge de's affairs of the Italian embassy


Song: Duran Duran
Meet El Presidente

Hello Garci?
hellooo?
Ingon na mo.

think about it..if Garci wher in san Paolo or Rio or Buenos Aires and a city police state like Singapore allowing a cheat like Garci to enter their country and they actually have a record of his arrival. My question is did anyone check his departure from Singapore? that police state being followeres of the law....
Or did he go back to the Islands of 7,107 and hide in many privately owned Islands?
Yes countries that require no visa'a may be clues but please look harder.
He might be right in front of you guys and not see it.
Basilan not Brazillian?
perbe and mayhaps
Sarcasm.

I honestly have to tell you guys that we have to accept this round of defeat.
Because there is a rematch
we just have to train.
Overpriced and corrupted train deals
Ni hao

These days money talks and everyone can be bought.
I dunno why but that is the way of the world.
So i take the lonely path and the road less traveled
kasi alam naman ng lahat I can not be bought..
I have to take risks here you know...
And you still do nothing.
cliches here and there.. and blah blah blah

I shed tears when i saw Brig. General Gudani
the man is not hiding anything
just telling the truth
and this E.O's...
just because mam cory made a parallel order eh...
parang the Palace is mocking its past occupants.
what an office.
Like I always tell ate amy we do not need an office like that of the fraudulent president.
we can continue to serve our country.
we do not need a crew...

Or the trappings of the cursed putrid rancid house by the resilient Pasig River.

dati May Lakan diyan'ngayon wala.


Mula sa Biblia:

Mga Panaghoy

Panimula
Ang aklat ng Mga Panaghoy ay kalipunan ng limang tula ng pananaghoy dahil sa pagkawasak ng Jerusalem noong 586 B.C. at ang ibinungang pagkakatapon ng mga mamamayan. sa kabila ng diwang pananambitan, may masisinag ding pagtitiwala sa Diyos at pag-asa sa hiaharap. Ginagamitt ng mga Judio ang mga tulang ito sa kanilang taunang pag-aayuno bilang paggunita sa kapahamakang naganap sa kanilang bansa noong 586 B.C.

Nilalaman

Mga kalungkutan ng Jerusalem
Ang kaparusahan ng Jerusalem
Parusa at pag-asa
Ang wasak na Jerusalem
Isang panalanging humingi ng awa

Ang pagdadalamhati ng Jerusalem


Mga kababayan
Open your eyes...
ang matrix nila Singapore.

Martial Law has been imposed.
Admit or deny

we are now a fascist fragmented archipelago

What a sad realization....

and I thought being a martial law baby...

Never Again


Mr. Gudani
My prayer is that
God Our Jesus Christ protect you with the Holy Spirit
In Jesus Christ Mighty Name

Pinagdarasal ko ang ating pag-asa...
Mga kadena
Kadenang nakasanayan na
Parang ayaw ng lumaya
Nakahiga na lang at nakatihaya
Bahal na
Bahala na

Apo Diyos Bathala
tungtunglangit
tulungan kami
sa mga hawlang ginawa namin dahil manhid na kami
Bigayan kami ng puso
dugo
pulso
panaginip
bukas
makakalaya kami
makakalaya kami mula sa pesteng duwende ng bahay Palacio na walang lakan

Hesus
Hesus
Hesus
Hesus
Hesus
Hesus
Hesus
Hesus
Sto. Kristo
Hesus


Im alright Sirs!
dog alright!

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Limang Buwan

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Ok para malinaw? Ha?! Atsaka kung maari lamang hwag na rin kayong kumopya sa blog ko ha?

Please lang ha Peanut Gallery?

Ang pwede lang mag comment si Sir Conrad.
dahil siya lang ang nirerespeto ko
Kahit di kami minsan nagkakaintindihan
Si Sir Conrad lang

at si Cookie at Si Bopip at si Barbie at si Sam at si Ariel at si Jayvee at si Kuachi
Yun lang ang pwedeng mag comment.

at si IC Mendoza
ang aking paboritong actor/ host
mabuhay ka IC!

K?

Bias ko yun ha?
reverberating
revision
revive
revulsion
revolt
at kung ano ano pang pasaring at parinig ng mga fans.
gewts ko mga mamu nyorty eight na yan.

kaya palakpakan na lang ok?

Tsaka Manolo Trenta Seiz lamang ako..
di pa ako over 48 years
Type ko yung concept ng manifesto mo..
type na type ko
sana meron na ring bill to legalize marijuana
yun nga ang tanong ni Sir Conrad sa isang articulo niya...
will you support your children if they lobby or vote for the legalization of marijuana...
parang ganon yata di ko matandaan verbatim.
pero yun na nga
akala ninyo di ko alam ang truman show na ito...
and i'm laughing at the ghosts!

lalalalalalalalalalalalalala

sige na at meron akong slight sabbatical dahil build ako ng house... interior design,,, buy ng furniture.. make nang space para sa jewelry collection... curating the amorsolo's and the joya's and the san pascual's and the ang kiukok's and the pardo de leon and the jose lacambra melencio's..
Paint ng house parang shabby distressed look.. or parang royal blueberryblue with silver and gold leaf...
landscaping
talk to the duwende's
talk to the lemon tree very pretty
grapefruit tree
rock garden
paint ng banyo
ang daming kong gagawin kaya in
5 months manganganak na ako
diba edilberto?
vavooom!
I have a secret
lalalalalalalalalalalalalala

Hello
Hello?
Hello Garci naririnig mo ba ako
Nginig ka na ba?
Naputol ata yung linya
Hello Garci?
Hello Garci!?
Oo...oo
yohoo Garci
Puntahan na lang kita diyan sa pinagtataguan mo alam ko ang address...
yohooo
pst
pssst yohooo
in 5 months...
I will lose pipty founds

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

mukutoy

Alam mo yung kanta ni Ogie ?

Yung ...

Sa Kanya Pa Rin

Wala akong masabi kungdi Kumusta Ka
Gaya ng dati ni Gary V.
One moment in time
And I ( will always love you )
tsaka yung Home mula sa Wiz
Under the Boardwalk
Walk on Bye
Blame it on the Rain
Roam
Love Shack
Been around the World looking for my baby...
Nothing compares 2 U
Runaway
Miss You Much by Janet Jackson
Cherish by Madonna
Westwood
Venice Beach
Pink's hotdogs
Thomas Abigail
..mbrace.. brace..
numbyu
honeybunny
my love my life my everything

Isa
Apat
Tatlo

lababo

Arrabal de San Miguel

St. Michael the Archangel is associated with beer, gin, and the Malacanang neighbourhood.

Eat goose on the 29th

My apologies to Saint Michael for gloria the thief.

Filipinas dentro de cien anos

Ibigin ang mga Kaaway

27
St Vincent de Paul
Birth of Miguel Malvar
Tomorrow marks the 1965 Eruption of Taal Volcano
28
Death of Apo
St. Wenceslaus Prince of Bohemia
29
Saint Gabriel
Saint Michael
Saint Raphael

Fiesta in San Miguel

Bulacan
A day before elections last year
Beauty Contest
Rain

Malolos Congress ratifies the Kawit declaration of Independence
1898

Breaking my silence

I know where Garci is hiding.
I know!
My then minder Sgt. Julius served as Garci's bodyguard.
Look at the footage where Garci was evading reporters.
The guy in a short blue barong with white embroidery.
Shooing away reporters , microphone lines. Etc.
That is Julius.The only man who stood by me during the mutiny.
My Bro.
Look up my yahoo files
( as if you dont spy on me )
My letter to classmate from La Salle
Capt. Demy
Look at footage from three years ago.
Footage from the House of Mao
GMA 7 has the footage from the show
extra extra
Ask Rico he knows Julius
Julius Daghan salamat
And Jayjay too
Look at the unerased footage during my despidida
Close up of the Sgt. and me.
I was wearing a black and white shirt with rose colored glasses
I was the D.J.
And Sgt was wearing a black and white surfer shirt with a printed dragon
Research it and look at it.
Or look at the never shown footage of the exhibit
Ang Pagbabalik ni Elvis at Evita at ang Paghahantay kay Hesus Kristo
He was wearing a COMELEC i.d.
Sir Conrado de Quiros was at Penguin
then a hoax of a threat from Simon Rose
Arcadia
Election Day
Julius saw me off at the airport last January.
ASK ME WHAT HE TOLD ME BEFORE THE ELECTIONS.
Ask me.
Properly
Respectfully
I have the lock and key
I know where Garci is.

Palihug lang Bro
Sulti o istoria nimo na ang tinuod
Adtuan mo
Kinunay
Pastilan Bai
Pesteng yawa ang atong pekeng presidinti.
Matud Nila
Nasuko

Happy Brithday Dim Sum Rollercoaster
And you thought I'd forget...
Just ask me respectfully and properly
I'll Sing for you....

Hello Garci?
Hello Garci?
Hello Garci?
Hello Garci?
Hello Garci!
Asa ka man dapit?
Nandiri sa balay
Magadto ka dinhi.
Kapoy na ko.
Bitaw
Garci!

Hello Garci
gikan na ku sa tulog
mata na ko
Balugod lamang
Ambot sa iya!

Saturday, September 24, 2005

September 24 1989

143

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

apat na araw mula ngayon

Apat na araw mula ngayon
Pero ilang mintes lang tapos, pinipilit kung tapusin na lang yung naiisip ko.

Kagabi na pa naginipan ko si...

Ilang araw na ring kaming magkatabi.

Ilang gabi na rin naman siyang bumibisita sa aking diwa.
Nuong isang gabi, parang yakap yakap ko siya.
At humuhuli ng mga sulyap habang siya ay himbing na natutulog katabi ko.
Minsan mismo doon sa loob ng aking panaginip alam ko na nanaginip ako.
Niyakap niya ako.

Gising na at..
Dehin ko nga maintindihan.
Bakit siya ang nakakapiling ko sa aking pagkadismaya at hindi ikaw...
Labinglimang taon na rin ang nagdaan.

Puro?

O puro libog lang ang iniisip ko?

Puro pa rin.

Purong puro ang pagmamahal ko.

Di ko naman palaging naiisip ang aming pagtatabi.

Aaminin ko minsan lamang yung libog.
Marahil mas gusto ko siyang makaulayaw na lamang.
Isipin mo.
Tingnan ang kanyang mga mata't iduyan sa aking puso.

Ikaw ba ay binubura ko na?

Sinusuka?

Marahil oo dahil ilang taon na rin akong nagpaka gago sa iyo
Ang aking kaluluwa
Pagmamahal.
Akin nang sinusuka.

Kaya marahil kahit di ko iniisip siya ang pumapalit sa iyo
Sa mga panaginip ko.

Ngunit pag akoy nagigising
Ikaw ba ay nais ko pa rin makapiling?

Ikaw na lang ang sumagot.
Sana sa pagsagot mo huwag na sanang makisali yung mga nakialam.
Dahil kita'y nasaktan at nakalimutang bago tayo nagmahalan.
Ako ay iyong tunay na kaibigan.
Masakit ang aking mga nasabi dahil ito ay totoo.
Ayaw lang tanggapin ng isip mo
Nais ko lang ang kapakanan mo.

Yung di ka niloloko at iniisahan.

Mga taong pumalibot sa iyo
Sana nararamdaman mo
Isa lang ang gusto.

Ngunit alam ng puso mo!

Yung mga nagiisip na kilalang kilala ka.
Dahil isa lang rito sa lupa ang nakakakilala sa iyo...

Kahit di pa kasama ang mga nakabuntot sa iyo.
Alam mo noong wala ka
Di ka nila sinasanto

Ang pera nga naman at kapangyarihan o!
Nakakalaki ng ulo.

Tandaan mo sana yug nakakakilala sa tunay mong pagkatao.
Na di lumalayo
Pag nauututan mo.
O di kaya'y nakikita ang lahat ng ugali mo
Tandaan mo sana yung nagmahal sa iyo
Kulang na lang ialay ang buhay
Para sa iyo
Tandaan mo sana yung tumulong sa iyo nung
Wala pang pangalan ang apelyido mo
Tandaan mo sana yung nagsabi sa iyo
Pagnawala ang lahat niyan
Mawawala ang mga
Nakapalibot sa iyo

Pagnawala ang lahat..

Ang buhay!
Ayyayay!

Nawala na nga ang lahat
para sa akin
pamilyang kinilala
pamilyang binuhay sa isang bahay
nawala na nga ang lahat
ngunit nariyan pa sila

Tandaan mo mawawala ang lahat
Oras lamang at sa oras na iyon
Tandaan mo
Habang buhay

apat na araw mula ngayon
bukas
narito ako

Tandaan mo

Nais ko sanang matulog nang muli

Para makalimutang na natandaan kita.

Na-ala-ala.

Gusto kong matulog at managinip
Dahil nga sa alam ko na nananaginip ako
Marahil mapalitan ng aking diwa ko yung kasama ko
Na pilit bumubura sa iyo

Mapalitan ng isang ikaw
Ikaw na kahapon ko

Apat na araw mula ngayon
Habang panahon
Apat na araw labing taon
Ako ay laging naroroon

Lumingon ka
Halikan ang kahapon

Bukas alam kong malayong malayo
Marahil alam ko na rin ayaw mong lumingon
Doon sa kalayuan na iyon
Ako rin
malayo na roon

Malaya na ako
Malaya na ako

Sunday, September 18, 2005

super pinoy

Paris early mid- 90's.

place: Gambetta
croissant de...
Junior Gaultier
Les Halles
Trocadero
cafe banana
Le Tour Eiffel
Pigal
funiculare
Sacre Cours
gitane
Joan
maison de Picasso
plus
TinTin
Euro Disneyland
Louvre
Metro
Galleries Lafayette
Queen
Jean Paul Gaultier
Rue de V...
escargot
Dana and a few friends from Sweden.

Anika.

David.


Gina in London.

Pico.

Anise at the Royal Box of the Miss Saigon theatre Royal
Picadilly Circus
London Kills Me director
Damien Hirst
Trainers from New York
Trafalger Square
Tracy Chapman
Tracy Ulman
Ribena
currant
Kensington Hall Gardens
Camden market
Tube
Indian food
Princess Diana
Paul Smith
Boy George
Duranduran
BBC
Charlie Chaplin



Genuine club kid
Webster Hall
Limelight
John Fluevog
Rafe
Talking Tina
Andy Warhol
Jean Michel Basquiat
pilgrimage
shaved head
St. James Cathedral
hotdogs
knish
the mafia
Canadian neighbours
graffiti of my name on a wall
Prince St.
Parsons
Subway
photograps
Pearl Paint
China town
dean and deluca
fashion victim
liquid sky
Igarta
the philippine center
5th ave
pedestrian vanities
lingling
utang
kilawin kolektibo
astoria
minsan may isang pangarap
christian
espiritu
The Philippine Mission to the United Nations
The U.N. Plaza
apt 10 b
One Marcos house on 66th and Madison
Behn Cervantes
teacher
sarimanok
paintings
bliss
Lea Salonga
Phantom of the Opera
Miss Saigon
Kiss of the Spiderwoman
Soho
Miss Zamora
Her Royal Highness
James
Assumptionista
LaSallite
La Sallian
Xuly Bet
Sta. Cecila
Napupuno ka ng grasya

song: New York to London
Julia Fordham

reading realization restoration

I spent the day in semi silence. I started my meditation early.
I smoked on my missouri corn cob pipe from the navy exchange.
Ate some sinigang na baka
( I must say with Nanay Auring's help,
the sinigang that i was trying to cook turned into the best )
and adobong manok na may pina (pineapple).
I have been staying away from alchohol ( many thanks to the bhang)
and I am able to tap into the source with much more clarity.
The visions.
Well I just read the article of Manolo (mlq3).
undeniable bias..
tears welled up.
my eyes.

Now I feel like Bobby Chabet.

Mr. Quezon wrote, how I actually felt.

Erap's leadership is God-given.

He is charismatic and he still knows how to put a smile on my face.

Or make my emotional and cry.

( watch his El Shaddai appearance during Mike's bday go to erap.ph )

I miss my President.

And now, try as I may... to wake up from the sea of lies told to me..

I realize half awake or half asleep, my countrymen are going to wake up from its prejudices and realize that ....

I still have to pray.

I'll write later.

song: change by tracy chapman